So,what am i doing these days? I think i took a number of rest recently. I guess i was just too tired after so many things happened ever since i finish my National Service? And I myself strongly believes that what i have faced in NS eventually made me stronger to face what I was meant to face after the NS stint. I was physically stronger and more independent. Then,when I came out from NS,i faces lots of stuff that needed me to be physically strong. I learnt a lot of things. Then, i know the importance of saving for rainy days. I remembered back the days when I borrowed money from my friend so that I could eat at school and not asking from my mum..So that I could pay my tuition fees and feed myself when nobody is giving me any allowances. When I went back last week,my dad asked "Actually,why did you have to work during those days?" I was pretty pissed off and i said ,"You don't even have money to allow me go further my studies straightaway after my SPM. When i come back from NS, who gave me money? Didn't I just go thru each and every day thru my own little savings?" My dad went silent. Then only he realised that Ya..he was jobless that time. Those days made me realised a lot of things.
Seriously,and undeniable,I saw the importance of money. I saw the despising look on me by peers. You are poor,and people don't give a damn about you. Do you all think that there are really people who would really be so sincere to help you out when they know you are so poor? There are,but not all. It's a world of mutualism and communalism. Sometimes,it could be parasitism. Not everyone comes to us with a sincere heart. Don't you guys think so?
There are people who would,be more than willing to give up anything that they need to in order to achieve/possess something that they want. Where's the self-worthiness? However,I would not deny the importance of money but,we got to bear in mind... Money can makes you felt comfortable... You can have anything you want... But it can't never brings you love and sincerity. Money makes the world goes wild. Money makes your mind goes nut. So how? Dilemma right?
Somehow... I guess that maybe we just need a little bit of rationality and sensibility. Don't be so obsessed with money. After all, ain't money just money? You earn,you spend. You keep? Till when?
Hm... So this semester is pretty hectic for me. But still, I believe that good things are coming. As right now, I clearly sees that I'm studying on something that I like. I found my interest,and I start to have the capabilities to apply all the things i learnt though for certain subjects I still have certain problems which is unavoidable. By the way, I am glad and grateful to have all my lovely lecturers especially Mdm. Kong....the two Ms. Ng...and of course,Mr. Chan...Mr.Teo and the chicken little. Though he sucks,but I think it's good to have such kinda of lecturer so that I would know how lucky I am to have other good lecturers and how much I should cherish them. Haha...
Well....I am single again! Haha....Are all the girls happy? *Oopss....* Perasannya...Haha...
Just a way to console myself i guess as I am listening to a sad song.. "Songs From a Secret Garden" Hm....I have to say that I must learn to think and to decide. Since we are not suitable, then why bother to gives trouble to each other that actually made both of us so tired,right? People always say... "When you love,you don't hold or grab it tightly, But sometimes,when you love,you gotta let it go. It is because you love,that's why you let go. " Chaplin said that he loves to cry under the rain,because nobody sees him crying. I got to say that,I felt that..and I agreed with it. No matter what happen, don't we all have to come back to the reality? So,after cry.. Just wipe off the tears... Life has to go on~ and on~
So..I guessed that's all for this post. Will keep you guys updated later on when I am free... =)
It's time to have dinner? Yum cha? Or maybe time for my assignments *winks*
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