05/01/10

*Sigh* Though I know it's not that good to start a blog like that,but... I am not writing an article about myself right? I have been pretty emotional lately... I couldn't even start off my revision well... I don't know what's the heck is wrong with me... I am doing well a while,but not another second... Probably this is another translational period as I am stepping into manhood? Hormone slightly imbalance? Perhaps~

Just as I am suffering from this.. depression? Haha... well.. People are coming to me with their problems... Gosh... God,what's going on? I couldn't get to anybody... Yet people with problems coming to me... Is another test going on in my life once again? Anyway... I don't mind people coming to me... I love helping people.... I love consoling... I love encouraging people.... And... Come on.. Just come to me.. I don't mind giving help to you guys... I think I am just facing some hormonal problem.. Haha...!

So,what have I done today? Bad starting...I couldn't wake up on time... Phew... Yesterday night I took barely more than an hour to get into sleep! Just before I sleep, as usual, I have my prayer... Then, I don't know why... I started to think of my grandpa.. who have left since I was barely 15... Time flies... It's been 6 years.. Yet, I don't really have a time to go visit him at the temple yet.. I cried for almost half an hour? I just couldn't stop crying... I don't know how to hold back my tears... The tears continue to roll... Well... I don't really what's going on... Hmm....

What have I really done today? Hmm... I spent barely a few hours to look for all the past year questions with my course mates and spent some good time photocopying them and also? Camwhore =p
Haha!

What a funny photo right? Haha... Guess what... My senior was just behind me...there was actually one photo where he was looking towards me...I accidentally deleted it..If not it's sure gonna be another funny photo.... hmm...

Actually I planned to probably upload a few more photos... But somehow seems like there is some problem with the connection or anything? I couldn't even upload my photos to my Facebook! Gosh...

Frankly speaking.. I am still pretty emo right now~ What should I do? Is there some kinda antidote to such a poison? You can't sleep... You can't study... You can't do something properly... Damn... Can I get myself drunk? Haha... Sigh....

See... I am sorta crazy right? I'm emo...but I am laughing... Phew... Probably I am under too much of pressure and pushing myself too hard...? I hope not... God... I need some strength!
Couldn't help to continue anymore... hmm....
Or... I need some love...?