Hectic.. Tiring..

Alright... It's so "EARLY" right now.. I have got a paper tomorrow at 9 a.m. Yet, I'm still around...
Pretty stressed out.. Have not been so stressed for so long.. The first 3 papers I never really worried so much too... Now, Maths paper.. Considered as David's worst nightmare besides my phobia towards Height. Yeah... You're right... I have phobias toward Height so never ever suggest or bring me for a roller coaster ride alright? =) Thanks for the understanding! Haha...

I think I have again, lost my kick to blog again.. Probably it's due to the stress... You know, right now, my brain is like so many things suppressing on me.. It has been so since I woke up at around 11 a.m. in the morning just now... Probably it's because I have yet to really have enough sleep after so many days... Pimples are popping out... Look seriously terrible and horrible right now... I wondered how did I have the guts to really go out, hang out with my friends and cell group members.. especially without even setting my hair... Gosh.... >__<

My whole brain was all of the Maths equation.. It's been running in my mind over and over again till that I can't help but to really stop down and have a quiet time of my own... I seriously and desperately needed it.. If not, probably I would really go crazy... =D

Today was my 2nd time of playing keyboard during the cell group meeting! Hallelujah~ Today I get to play during worship time.. However, I really need to buck up a lot... Fingers getting stiff.. I lost my kick and the feel... No no no... I lost the touch! I need my piano... =( Maybe I should start saving more and more money for a good and electronic piano of my own? Hmm.... Or I guess I need a lil' bit more of encouragement? I needed some confident... My Father in heaven... Would You continue to guide me? Lotsa things coming... I gotta be strong.. But it's only by Your strength that make me stronger...

I have still got 3 more past year paper to go through... and more than a dozens of formulas to memorized... Daddy Mummy... I miss you guys... My fellow brothers... I need you guys... My lovely piano at home... I desperately want you with me now... Beside all these... I think I need a good talk with my Father in heaven? It's been a while since I really spend some time with Him... I think not later or after my exam... Should be now.. :)

To be continue....