Finally I get to concentrate, spend some quality time to update my blog. =)
So how have I actually live out my holiday? Hmm.. Let me think about it... I have been spending most of the time working, sleeping, and eating? Probably that's what contributes to my tummy, and weights gained. Gosh... That's terrible. I eventually started working on 1pm of the 1st of February, and I officially have my holiday on the 7pm of 18th of February. LOL....
Basically, I was working to save some extra money and at the same time to fulfil my Building Fund Pledge. My church is going to have a new building soon, and it needs money. Being one of the member which receives so much of help, and guidance, working for money, and helps in the fund doesn't meant much. Deep down inside of me, I knew that God is going to bless me well when I came to seek His Kingdom, to build His house. Just like the David in the bible, I just wish to build God's kingdom, expand it and hoping for more believers.
As usual, I would go back to my relative's shop, the gold shop to work =) I enjoy working there besides it's kinda boring at times when there is no customer. Beside that, due to the reason I'm a part-timer, I don't really have a specified task to do like any other people. That's why I would feel bored at certain time. However, this time is still okay. Working helps me to tune back body clock. I hardly sleep later than 1 a.m. I still remember that I would sleep at 6 or 7 in the morning during the examination season. So, finally I get to sleep early.
On the other hand, this semester break somehow is a chance for me to have reunion with my family. I get to spend more time with my parents,and having more time at home. So, this holiday I am seriously a very "Guai guai zai". An obedient kid. Haha.. My mum has been kind to me.. Cooking soup whenever she's free, feeding me with lots of nicely cooked homestyle food which made me goes for two bowls of rice every night as my supper even though I have already took my dinner when I was working. Thanks mummy. There's no way I could return your kindness and love. All I can do, is to give you better living after my graduation. So, please take good care of your health. I'm gonna bring you go around the world as I have promised you. No matter what happen, you are always my dearest and only mum. =)
As for Daddy, I'm so grateful that despite his financial status, he still gives me money to buy new year clothes and gives me a big ang pow. So Daddy, no worries.. I promise to give you and mummy a good living. Just bear with me a few more years. In 6 years time,I will get everything done. When I graduate, things gonna be seriously different. Sorry that I have been unfilial back at those days. Allow me to have time, to repay and to be a good son of you guys.
As for the band of brothers... LOL.... Hahaha... I'm glad to have you guys around all the time... Nobody is perfect, but you guys have slowly, helped me, to put back the puzzles back into a beautiful picture. Thanks. It was a good and memorable time I have back at my hometown. Seriously, it was what I am looking for. A family portrait.
It might not be a very official family portrait like what other people took at studio, but this was a meaningful one. I had a official family portrait which we took back 9 years ago. I bring it along to KL. It's in my room. However, this photo tells me of looking forward and not always looking back at the past. I used to tell my friend in a very saddened way.. "Bro... How I wish I can go back to the past and have a happy family like I used to.." Then I would be very emotional, tears might even dropped down as I missed those comfortable time so much. Today, I give different respond. I would tell my friend, "My family is going to become better. God is going to bless my family even more. My dad would have smooth business. God will protect my father. God will protect my mum. God will bless my brothers. I would have a happy family."
Seriously, I couldn't thank God with my words and actions only, as it is not enough at all. I don't know how am I supposed to thank God for how He have healed the wounds of my heart, and bring back all the shattered pieces of my heart back to one. I finally learned. Grown up.
I believe that my heart is more to having a closer and intimate relationship with God, and my family members. God is telling me to be patient. There's a lot more things He is going to show me. He wants me to get prepare, to wait. At the same time, continue to sow and not grow weary. For when the time comes, I will harvest greatly that I would have insufficient places to store His blessings.
David, hang on. God is showing His purpose that He had long prepared for your life.
Be patient. You know He is speaking to you.
So for those who are following my blog.. Be prepared for a vast changes that God is going to bring into my life. =) LoL~
To be continue... Gotta take a short rest...
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