28/03/10 The Haunting of Stresses

Yeap. I have been sleeping seriously "early" lately. What time is it now? 3.24am.
I was actually thinking of drinking. Kampai Ice or Kampai Xtra? Which one nicer?
You never know till you try it out.
Just like in life. Just like in everything you do.
Better not talk bout this first.
Probably other day.
Get back to the thesis statement.
What's horrifying now? Yeah. The haunting of stresses.
Exam is just around the corner.
This short semester, 3 subjects.
Easy? I am not sure. Yet I know, I need to score an even higher GPA.
1st sem - 3.01 [Target was 3.0 that time. Exceeded [0.01]
2nd sem - 3.42 [Target was 3.5 that time. Missed 0.08]
3rd sem?  My target? 3.8. I hope I don't missed anything, anymore.
It's not good when you missed out something.
Certain thing, when you missed out, you never know when it comes back to you again.
Though there is improvement, but you can't stop.
You gotta always;
move forward,
solve even much more difficult problem,
and have more responsibilities...
plus going the extra miles all the time...
Something was bothering me.
It came all too sudden, and now, in a blink of an eye..
A clearer picture pops up..
I think, I just gotta take a step back and stop?
Yeah, maybe it's a better solution.
Or I should say, I hope that's the best decision.
Though feelings are something that you can't control, yet, I always tell people that..
"Pain is inevitable. Suffering is a choice."
Sometimes, certain circumstances in life is just so, freakingly pain.
Yet, you can choose to continue complaining about the pain or simply,just move on..
Hence, my decision?
I guess I would just move on.
That's how I go stronger..
Be an overcomer instead of sitting there, sorting out nothing, but idling.
Just like what the Chinese saying “坐以待毙”？？
我不是那种人。。虽然我的耐心很好。。但绝对不会那么废做那么没意义的事。。
Time and tide waits no men. We just gotta keep moving, improving, and gets better.
Don't get distracted or stopped from moving forward.
Don't stop people from moving forward too.
Everyone gotta grow and gets better.
Hmm....
晚安。。