10-04-10

Wow.. Can't believe I bear to neglect these wonderful blog-osphere for so many days!
It has been 6days since I last updated my blog. How is everyone going on?
Well, as for me, life is always getting busier and busier.. However, at the same time when I moved on with my life, I am getting better and better.

Lately, I started to get seriously sensitive towards people around me. I am not being an idiotic person who goes around and have problem with people alright? What I mean is that, I started to see how people reacts, think and behave. I began to have a clearer picture of this world on how things started to go. It's fun, and though there are people who says the reality is cruel (事实是残酷的). Yet, I knew that in life, we just need to know that whatever we face, we always got to learn how to overcome it. There was this friend who said that what loves bring to us and so on. Then, I guess this friend was quite down and probably with some relationship problem? Then I told her not to complain, for we all shall be responsible of the decision we have made. You make a decision, whether right or wrong, you bear the consequences. Don't put the blame to God because you are the one who is responsible towards your own life! If all of us, already has the intelligence and rationality to differentiate between the right and wrong, then why make a choice that is not that good when you can compare and contrast then at the same time, when you face disappointment you blame it on others? This is the time when I would say you are running away from the reality. I told this friend that I used to complain, and scolded God for putting so many things in my life that I couldn't even handle and manage. Today, I learnt something, which is that God would never give me something more than my capabilities and ability. He created me, He knew my limits. When I look back for the past 20 years, for all the problems, neither big nor small, I have overcame it and I know God is with me, and I am stronger today.
Anyway, this friend say it made us running away from reality.. ? I'm not  very sure what this friend meant. I only know that, I overcame it and I am getting stronger. I guess probably what this friend meant is that problems made people runaway from the reality. Well, that's bad then. Do make a change today then that we learn and choose to overcome instead of a runaway. It's not easy, we just got to learn.

This photo was during Olympic 2008. One of my favorite hurdles athlete Liu Xiang. You see, life sometimes is just like running in a hurdle race.From this picture, I saw a few things. There's for sure obstacles in life, but you choose to overcome it or not. If you are willing to overcome it, you are getting closer to your target, and success in your life. Liu Xiang won it without distraction. He gives his best, try to overcome all the hurdles and emerge as the gold winner. The second thing that I received from this photo, the distractions that slows you down. Sometimes, in life, don't spend too much time looking at other people's fall. Why? It is because since you already know where you should head to, why keep looking at people's failure? In fact, just go ahead with the things you need to do. Concentrate. Stay focus. The third thing I noticed was, even when you FAIL, YOU GOTTA KEEP ON RUNNING! See that guy who nearly tripped and fall?

We hardly expect our life to be a smooth run. However, it is when you fall, you know how to bounce back. You know how to continue running to the point. Just got to hang on. Just a little bit more. The faster you bounce back from failure, the immediate reaction you take after failing to achieve something, then the faster you would be able to get back on track, and finish the race. Isn't this concept simple and relevant?

Today, failing in life doesn't mean that you are going to just sit down and cry like a little baby. You just got to move forward. It's not that you fail, then forget it. Learn from the mistake. Evaluate yourself after failure and also during success. What brings you down? What raise you up? We gotta know it.       

Life is getting more and more challenging these days. There's a lot of things to learn these days. I am so happy because one of my leaders said ,"If you are willing to learn,I am more than willing to teach."

It just fire me up so greatly. That's what I need. I am always wanting to learn, and I seriously need somebody to teach. It feels so good when there is somebody who is willing to teach you. This somehow reminds me of something too. We are not perfect human being. We don't know all the things on Earth. So, when you want to learn something and grow, you gotta be humble. You gotta acknowledge yourself that you are not good enough, but at least you want to learn. There are always better people around you and you just can't help but to admit that you are not good enough. Perhaps, you are better, but isn't it better to be humble? =)

It's not any bad idea to be humble too. In fact, I found that being humble attracts more people. I am a person who loves to speak around with people. I don't mind talking anything. I can go with the flow, try to get into the topic, knowing other people. It's fun. What's really matter is your character. You just got to humble down yourself, so people can be open to you, and people can open their heart and come to you.

I miss my piano at home. My hands started to get itchy. Should I start saving for a piano too? Haha..

I'm hoping for a white color piano in my future house. I would have two living room at home. Then, the piano would be placed in the inner living room. Whenever I play, I want the melody to go towards all direction. Fill the whole house up. =) Music is something that I don't know how would my life be without it's existence. It stirs me up during the praise and worship time at church ; weekend services and also during cell groups meeting + prayer meeting. It is a way I can express my feelings and emotions. I could pour out things inside my heart. I enjoy crying during worshipping. Haha.. What a cry baby.. It feels good because I really let off my burden to God, try to approach Him, waiting for His directions on how to solve my daily problem. When the problems and stresses got lifted up, I know that's the time I would know how to handle my things, and solve it properly and efficiently.

What a great photo of rainbow! =)
Beautiful. What does it reminds me?
It always tell me that, no matter how bad the weather is, how heavy is the rain,
there is always a better scenery out of it. Just got to be patient. Walk thru the rain.
A beautiful sky is there waiting for you.

Though I have a lot more of things to write, I guess I would just keep it.. =)

Hope my blogs didn't make people down, yet it gives hope to people.

Be blessed and everyone, let's continue to fight and focus on the targets n the wills of God in our life.