Entering the third day of my 2nd year's first semester, which is truly tiring.. It's good to have breaks in between the classes, yet it's not good to have very long breaks up to 3 hours. Anyway, maybe it's time for me to start planning on how am I going to spend those times in the coming days. It's a long semester, which means more things to study, more stress surppresing, and it's going to be even more challenging.
Currently, puzzled and in a dilemma, whether to give tuition class or not. There's an aunty waiting for my reply to teach his child Physics. Hm.. Physics o physics.. I guess I don't really like Physics.. But I am doing Engineering... Yeah,what the.... Hahaha... It's okay, I am finding myself slowly able to understand more, and learning it well. I hope a lot of things would be finalized out soon, so that I can plan my daily stuff properly too. I don't want to live another rushing/messy life. I don't really like last minute things. Having a messy life it's never a good idea. Therefore, I seriously dislike or probably, I hate people doing things/ giving me answers at very last minute. Though it seems that I am able to handle it, yet there are certain things which should be,and it is better to be settled, planned earlier beforehand.
Well, I am going for my CGL training. CGL stands for cell group leader. It sounds nothing, yet I know how commmited and stressful it will be too. However, I gotta believe in God for what He has wanted me to do. It's a calling from Him, no matter how tired or stressful it might be, just gotta continue to hang on, and walk the road that He has planned for me, and I know there's not a worry that I shall have. When it starts, probably I wouldn't have much chances to go back to my hometown so often. Oh no.... =(
Sometimes, I just missed my home so much.. It is really a place of rest I guess back at my hometown..
A place where I can spend time with my family and loved ones..
KL is totally a battlefield for me. A soldier,would not back off when he already entered the battlefield. Once they are in the battlefield, it's either dead or alive. Win or lose. Right now, I am here to finish the fight, and victors over the battle. That's what am I here for. Nothing much to think of. Just do it, finish it.
These few months is going to be real tough,but I guess my past experiences, people around me, the motivation, and also my targets and wishes in life would push me real far.
Lately, it seems that people around me are having troubles in relationships.. People are not believing in LOVE anymore.. People are confusing about LOVE... Well, it is not an easy topic to really talk about.. It's not a course that you can pay, and then you learn.. If there is anyone who think that LOVE can be taught just like a course in the college.. Hence,the fees for it is priceless.. The duration of the course is your whole life.. =) Anyway, I myself who have been stopping myself from having relationship all these while in order to build myself stronger, is slowly opening up my heart.. I am much more stronger to face all things now.. I know who I want.. I know what's good for me.. I know that things would not be easy.. Yet I know, things gonna work out good in the end.. =) I know there will be problems, but I know solutions are available too..
The time will come, and David Teh would finally, and really enjoy a relationship being blessed by people around me, and being blessed by my Father in Heaven. I will be waiting... oops... sounds like I am in love? LOL... Chill.. I am waiting for the time to come.. For the time being, focus on God and be obedient... I know the time will come... No worries... He has planned everything for me...
Well, people around me, have more trust and faith in me that I would be doing better and better in my life..
I might make mistakes at time, but I would minimize it...
I might not be right all the time, but I am always willing to receive suggestions and advices..
I might not be perfect, yet I am always trying to be better and better...
Jia you David.. =)
Rely more on God, be more reliable, mature, and even more accountable..
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