Today, I was quite reluctant to get off my bed as I slept so late previous night due to the low tide of my emotional waves. Yet, I pushed myself to get prepare for school, and tried to put in full concentration during the class. On the other hand, putting in my effort to learn and communicate with others to improve and supply ideas to help the Materials Society to be outstanding among other Engineering societies in my college. Though I knew that some people can feel the sadness and disappointment in my heart, but I guess it's just periodical. I am not going to let that emotions rule over me. Come on David, it's not a big deal at all. It's not the real BIG thing that you really can't give it to others too. Put it aside, and do what you need to do. Guys, we are going to do a good job for the society. ;)
Daddy and Mummy is going to Genting in a few more hours. Hopefully they would be a lil' bit free to spend some time with me if I go up and find them. I miss them though I am going back hometown next week. Yet, I just hope that I can have a good time with them and have a lil bit feeling of being pampered like a lil' boy though yeah, I am officially 21 right now. Perhaps, Daddy can bring me go into casino and have a good look at it? LOL... Nevertheless, gambling can't really be found in my dictionary. I hate gambling, even though it's just for fun. Almost everyday, I can see those course mates of mine, spending all of the free time to the max playing cards there and making all the unnecessary noise. Phew... It's time to rest... Come on!!!!!! Am I being too sensitive? Hopefully not. Just imagine, after we came back from the Chinese New Year holiday, they have been bringing poker cards to college almost everyday, playing it most of the time, and almost everywhere.
Some find it cool. I find it rather disturbing actually. Sorry if I offended anyone. =p I just couldn't keep it any longer and I just wish to let it out. Let's make classroom a place to study. Let's make college a place to learn something beneficial and positive instead of making noise, playing cards n etc. I didn't say it was wrong, but maybe play it during proper time? I am getting a lil bit sick of certain situation.
Lately, I don't know why but then, just as the beginning of this post, I am seriously so stressed out. I don't feel happy when I lost out to so many people. Last semester was supposed to be the semester that most of us scored a Four Flat. However, I only got a 3.5 something. Truly disappointing. Thinking about it, I guess I need to seriously evaluate myself. Yes, I have actually evaluated myself before I wrote my blog right now. Over-confidence. Revisions wasn't done well enough. Need to do more exercise. Yes. I got it. =)
I am going to learn, and change away all the bad habits. This week, many people can see that I am seriously enjoying my life huh? Going to the Library (not the one to study, but the one to drink) LOL... going to Sungei Wang, and yeah, going for a steamboat outing after church weekend service. If Daddy allows, probably going to Genting and look for them. Undeniable, a fully power-packed week with fun and great activities that ought not to be missed out. It was a great time gathering with new friends and also some hometown friends. There's birthday party, and also farewell drinks. Along with that, tempting foods that has contribute a lot to the "United Nations" around my waist.
So, this coming Friday I would be going back to my hometown. I am actually going back to help out my Taekwondo's master. They are organizing a tournament, and they are short of manpower. Hence, here I am back to those days. Haha... I miss those days when we have late trainings, sweating like mad people, fighting like we are in a war, and etc.
Most of the time, when I am on my way back, especially during the route at Pagoh... That's one of the place where you can have beautiful night scenery. It is also one of the place, where my emotions got stirred up. Seeing the beautiful sky, fully filled-up with stars made me think of people. People who are close to me. People who have left me. People whom I love. Though it sounds emotional, yet it is truly a beautiful scenery. I am not emo now.. LOL... =p I am just sharing that kinda emotions and mood that you would get around those place.
Alright alright... It is just somehow too late already. Better sleep soon. Good night my beloved blogosphere.
I guess, I will and probably I should, have a new blogspot? Perhaps. Haha...
To be continue...
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