Showing posts with label Unity. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Unity. Show all posts

Sunday, January 17, 2010

17/01/10

Finally I can start blogging again! Haha... It's been a few days since I last updated my blog yeah? Or probably just one or two days~ But I felt like as though it has been a week or something like that! So, it's exam season right now.. I couldn't help but to stay in the library more than ever so that I can really concentrate... Anyway, probably just to make it sounds good.. haha.. I have been staying in the library for long hours for the past few days due to electricity cut off and also my internet services have been barred. The bills went missing, nobody remembers, and so it's all terminated. However, really gotta thank God for these few days! Life has been greater than ever!

So, my first paper was English for Communication.. For me, English paper has never troubled me, just that it stressed me out to score an A for it... I don't know why in colleges, the subject English is so difficult to score? Probably we should thank to the marking system which consists also of the coursework part... Anyway, I think I did it well and not worrying bout it much too... =) I already did my best! My second paper was Engineering Science 2 ! You saw that "2" right? I did pretty bad during the first semester for this subject... I scored an C for it! For your information, Engineering Science means Physics.. You know... Those stuff that Newton.. Albert Einstein... Archimedes and etc. are good at? Those things about The Big Bang theory....The Newton Law..The Gravity...? Haha... However, this semester.. I have got to say that God is with me! I did not do my past year as I was pretty lately with a lots of stuff... and spending more time with God too... Huh? Sounds pretty holy and religious ya? Haha... Talk bout that later... This time, believe it or not, just believe it that there was once free questions of 25 marks given! Haha.. So I am for sure gonna pass this paper, and probably, with good grade! Hoping for a Merit...

Next, talking about the church's arson stuff.. I have been following 1Malaysia.com.my actually... which is basically our dear PM's blog or something like that... I saw people who are giving good and compromising comments to him. Beside that, I also saw some fools there. Basically, regarding to the national unity, I was wondering when only would all of us, stop complaining, and to really live as Malaysians? Do we have to repeat something like those days in the America where the Whites will kill the Blacks, or our very own history of the May13 incident? Come on... No wonder so many people failed the subject History/Sejarah! People who don't really take time to understand how civilization occurs, who don't learn what happened during those days, who don't learn the lesson from the all the previous calamity and human-caused disasters, are condemned to fail in the life! In Bible it says, "There is no future in the past, there is not past in the future!" Come on... If you fellow Malaysians who are so freaked out and so unhappy of living together with each other harmoniously and peacefully, you got two choice. First, if you are poor, find a cave and live in there. Secondly, if you are so rich and powerful, buy yourself an island and isolate yourself there alright? Over these place then you make your own monkeying government and you act like you are on top of the world. We live together compromising each other and with tolerance. If you can't, get out of here. Mature people, or I should say Wise people, first seek Solution which means they Think first. Dumb fools first act before even Think. I'm not condemning anyone. Come on, we all know how to compare and contrast. We all know how to go for better things. So, tell me that you don't know that living out your life like a mature person is not something good? Be sensible guys. Stop condemning each other. It's time to wake up! All of us, right after 1963, the country is called Malaysia and not Malaya anymore. We are all of one races, Malaysian! You are born here, and nobody else can deny this fact! Therefore, stop your stupid thoughts of fighting against each other and talks about fairness! If we are to talk about fairness, none of us earns the right to live in this land at all...Alright?
'M getting lil' bit of work up! Nah....forget it.. I just hope that people would start to realize how foolish they are lately. People are being badly and easily influenced by peers. Where's your standing man? Sigh...

Come on..talking about my life! Yeah... Unbelievable! I started doing my daily devotions everyday, spending more time to really pray, and draw myself closer to God =) You know what, in Christianity, it's not all about a Religion. It's more about a Relation. There's a relationship in between someone with God. Everyday of our life, it is a walk with God. In order to really experience it, don't be a faith talker. But, act it out. Few days ago I posted up a comment, "Blessings come from the act of faith" Whenever we talk about blessings or share it during the cell group meeting, we have a session called Warmth. We share of all the blessings from God. Your prayer is answered, it's a blessing. Something good happen in life, it's a blessing! However, how many of you can really be like me and eventually tell yourself that it's also a blessing when you face bad things? Haha! Though I might sounds lil' bit crazy but that's what I believe. I learned to have different perspective these days. When something bad is happening, face it.. Guess what, "experience is not something that happened in your life but it's something that you do when you face that something in your life! " So, face it! When you learnt something from it, that's the blessing from that bad things happening in your life! In life, don't hope for a perfect wonderful life of money dropping from the heaven, streams of successful and wonderful stuffs happening in your life. Manage your expectations. Manage yourself well. Sometimes, when bad things happened in your life, is the causes of your own actions. Sometimes, bad things happened in your life because that's the only way you learn your lesson! Don't you guys who is reading right now agree with me?

Hmmm.... I was wondering what makes me so sleepy the whole day! Just barely a few hundreds word I am not yawning... I was actually going to update some photos of foods! Yeah... Haha... But anyway... I guess it's time to get some sleep and wake up early tomorrow... =D
To be continue.............

Monday, January 11, 2010

Committing myself to You. 10/01/10

Today was another great day. I slept around 5 something, and thank God I managed to wake up on time to go for my service. In fact, I wasn't late at all. I was the earliest! Haha... Before I slept at that time, I pray to God that I want to go for another service, I hope to receive something from you, and I want to wake up early for it. Thank God, prayers answered! Early in the morning, probably because it's kinda rush, I felt pretty nausea in the van. It's like there are something to puke out,but when I tried to, there was nothing at all. Mostly airs. Again, I pray.. It was great! I witness and experienced that kinda of healing once again. =)
I really have to thank Ps. Derek for his great messages today. He taught us how to lead a new life in this 2010! What are things that we need to have to lead this new year! First of all, the RIGHT PERSPECTIVE. Second, the RIGHT PRIORITY. Third, the RIGHT PURPOSE. And lastly, my fellow members, the POWER OF GOD. You need to have the right perspective in your life, learn to sort out which one is the priority, then have the right purpose in whatever things you do, and last, pray that the Holy Spirit and the power of God is with you! If you are my friends, do encourage you to come join me in church too. It's not a place who is just built up for the Christians, it is a place for everyone.

Today, I received the calling to serve. Yeah.. I finally received it after long prayers! It's great.. I would use up all my talents and the gifts from him, and to live out the purpose that He has long prepared and put into me even before I was in my mother's womb. Thank God and I seriously want to thank my mother who dedicate me to God when I was only a baby. I only know bout it when I was 19! Haha... I was the only one who got this special privilege than my other siblings! That was such a great things to know about myself. However, that's not a thing to be arrogant of or anything. I hope that I could see people seeing how I have changed. I grew up in a non-Christian family, but I want to die, as a Christian, and with a Christian family by my side. God, I will do my best, and I will believe in You!

You know what, I can see that my life is really changing when I seek Him! I know how to make decisions! I know what's good with me, and what I should to to handle people, and cares for people around me. Giving encouragement, and pray for people. Spreading the Good News and love, not animosity. Lately, regarding to the Church's arson incident, all my friends, come on. Let's not condemn them. If you are a Christian, you are to love you neighbor! Don't treat them as your enemy! Even if they are, God says love your enemy! However, in my opinion, regardless the Malays, non-Christians of Chinese and Indians, and other ethnics group, all of you are my family, my neighbor! We live in the same land! We grew up here. We ate the same thing, share the same childhood memories, we goes the same school, we are under the same authority! So why do we build divisions among us? Why care so much of the bloody skin color?  I grew up in a neighborhood full of multiple races. I played with them! My parents taught me to call them "Pak Cik" "Mak Cik" or "Uncle" "Aunty"! Greet them "Good morning!" Or anything! Come on... Where is all these favorable and great cultures? Why do we let those extremist governs out mind and lead to animosity and cruelty? We are born with brains, with creativity and rationality, don't do dumb things! Don't get tempted so easily nor influenced that easily! Just because other are not doing the right thing, it doesn't gives you the right to do the wrong thing! My Pastor always remind us of this! I love this!

I remember those days when I fought with Malay friends out of misunderstanding and etc. However, today, I dare to tell you, I am friends with them! I no longer have anger nor revenge towards them! I treated them like my own friend.. I say Hi to them! I ask how they are doing! I ask for their number to keep contact! I add them in my Facebook! Come on! Let's continue to learn how to live together in harmony and grace! I still remember I have a friend who is working at McDonald! He is a Malay! For me, he is really a great friend of mine! I remember previously when I go back to my hometown for my part-time during semester break, I went to McD to buy something for my colleagues! He saw me, he comes to serve me, he say Hi to me, he even remembers my name! Guess what when I was about to pay him, he says ,"Eh bro..lama tak jumpa! Ini belanja you! Tak yah bayar! Susah nak jumpa you! " You know why.. I felt like crying! What a great friend I have in my life! Not because he treats me, but because, he treats me as a friend despite of our skin color, our races, our religion, and anythings else. He treats me as a friend!

Come on, all fellow Malaysians. Let's stand united. It's not time to build divisions. From the word divisions, and let's think about visions. We all share the same vision of 2020. But, why do we build divisions among ourself? You put "di" into the word "vision" equals to division. In Science, when we put "di" , for example diatomic, which means two! Don't we, one Malaysia, share one Visions instead of  TWO visions which equals to DIVISION? We learn about "Bersatu teguh, bercerai roboh" "United we stand, divided we fall" If you are a Malaysian, built tis mentality in your life that we are born Malaysian, we die as a Malaysian. When we love Malaysia, we love each other! Alright? Pals... Let's stop criticizing each others, it's time to learn how to compromise, accept and love one another.