Randomly...

So.... I have already finished writing out all the blessings I have received from God this whole year...
Well, as the year is coming to the end... Somehow, flashing back lots of things...
Though I shouldn't... But it just crossed my mind... I did not just flash back this whole year...
In fact, the past few years... It's been tiring years... The most tired years I have ever had in my life!
I never know that I could make it through the rain...

Maybe I should just be more optimistic... by telling myself that... "Hey man,you made it! Relax a little... Things gonna be great... "
Hmm... Somehow... I don't really know how to describe my feelings right now....
Is it because I always have someone special of the opposite sex with me?
Whereas right now.... Hmm... I am like having more friends instead of a girlfriend or someone special? And I am single for like... more than 2 months?
Well, I guess I don't really need anybody right now but just try to improve myself and fix myself up *wink*
In my mind, I don't really have the heart to ask someone out for a date or to have a new relationship...
All I do is sometimes, yeah... kinda miss "her"...
Yeah... It's been a long time... For years! But lately, she runs in the sea of my thoughts sometimes...
Anyway... I guess this new year, I am going to make myself even better... =)
For sure.. it will be...
Those reading this, come on~ Let's just end this year nicely... What's gonna happen next year... It's gonna be great... It is for sure, great!
Enjoy single life babe~ ^^