Unbelievable!

I just can't believe myself that things are really going differently! Out of my expectation! =)
I starts off my revision, and seriously believing my God that nothing is impossible while at the same time, believing that after a tough time during the year 2009, He would do a new thing in me for the year in 2010.
I have to say that everything gets better in this year as I come forward and learn to draw closer to Him!
Right now, I have just finish revising and understand my first chapter of Engineering Science, which is one of the weakest subject besides Maths, I am really struggling with it and I couldn't really understand throughout the semester and also during those time when I was doing my STPM! I know that nobody can help me with it unless I help myself to understand it myself.. I am a very different kind of students n learner. I learn things if and only I figure it out myself. Either with my own imagination, formulas, and etc. I couldn't learn things by listening, and seeing only. I can't take other people's note and just understand it directly. I can take people's stuff as example and do it again and again. Still, I must do something to those stuff to make myself really understand and stuffed them into my brain! You see... It takes a long time to really figure out something! Usual days, when I would usually spent almost half a day on one equation, I still couldn't figure out anything at all! Today, I eventually did it differently! I spend less than 15 minutes on one equation of which I previously spend half a day doing it! Now, I spend half of the half of an hour =p 1/2 of 1/2 minutes = 1/2 of 30 minutes xD Confusing? Haha...
I don't think I can continue with my revision unless I write it down in my blog, praise the Lord, make it an encouragement to my members who might be following my blog and other people, so that they know, and would believe, that my God is a great god. He is unbelievable! =D
Never dwell in the past, never frown over it, when you manage to overcome something in your life, when you are able to walk through the bad times, thank God for it! Why do I say so? You see, not everyone is able to walk through all of the things they faced! Some people give up when they failed at the very first time! Some people worries too much till that they never even dare to step out their first step and comfort zone! Some people couldn't even face failure in their life! Come on..! Give yourself a round of applause! You made it! You gone thru the fire, you walk thru the rainy days, and now, you survived it! How great it is! God never give us something that is more than your capability...and you, believe, believe in what? Believe that you already have what you need to face/do/manage all the things you have on your shoulder now... From Bible, God says something to Jeremiah in the very beginning at Chapter 1 verse 5... God knows and already plans for Jeremiah even before he was in the womb, God already knew him and has a plan for him. I wanna ask my everyone who is following my blog... Does an inventor created something without a purpose? Creating out of nothing? Nonsense! An inventor creates something with a purpose. If it is a product e.g. a machine, in order to sell it, the inventor would for sure prepares an user manual, do a great presentation to impress the producer/buyer/company to buy his invention with a good and high price! So, if you believe that God creates you, would He, a God, creates you out of nothing? As a K-LE-FER in this world? No, He don't and He would never do so! When the inventor create something, would this inventor make or force his invention to do something that the invention couldn't do? No! Impossible! Therefore, would God push you to a place and a situation that you can't overcome it, a situation that you can't manage it, a situation that you don't have a solution?
Think about it alright? =) It's getting late. I want to finish my tutorial soon! I wish I can finish it and help out my other course mates too, if I could =)
God, give me the strength, the wisdom, the visions, and the power. Allow me to draw closer to You.
I want to be a Man, after Your own heart. Amen.