Due to the reason that it is now 1.56 a.m. according to the GMT +8.00 , I guess I would just write my blog today in English.. Haha.. Writing in Chinese eventually took me a longer time as I'm still not that proficient in it.. I would have to go thru thoroughly a few times before I posted it up.. So, today, I don't wish to have any thoughts of mine to be washed away by my serious tiredness and stress right now.. I hope I can change the mindset that whenever the final exam is around the corner, my body time clock would start ticking anti-clockwise.. everything turned upside down.. This is a serious shit that I really need to change and get myself a new lifestyle, then adapt to it.. They say in order to get adapt yourself to a new habit, it takes you three weeks. After that, it eventually took you another three weeks to make this new habit into something part of your life. However, 6 weeks might seem to be kinda short for certain people, yet it is not that easy for everyone to actually put yourself into a situation to get yourself adapted into something new. Nevertheless, do bear in mind that human have the capabilities to adapt to new environment. So, whenever there's a will there's a way? Haha.. By the way, I think I am well-known for I am such an irritating nocturnal living being right? Just post anything to FB, and I will give you comments immediately. LOL... That's what people always first thought of when they heard David Teh. Yeah, you guys are so right!
Today was my parents' 31st wedding anniversary! Guess what, I send them a funny message. I said ," Daddy mummy,今天是你们结婚二十多周年了！我忘了二十几。。哈哈。。原神继续祝福你们的婚姻”Haha.. To be honest, I couldn't really remember how long they have been married because, the past 8 years was always chaos. Therefore, right now, as my family condition improves, how would I know how long already right? LOL... Lame excuses.. Hehe.. Anyhow, I am grateful to God for putting back the pieces of this broken family, slowly back into a piece of fine art that people would be envious. It has been 31 years, I'm going to be 21 soon.. 31 years is not easy.. When I think back of how I go thru the past 21 years of mine, duh... It's not an easy road! So much of ups and downs.. I am glad that my parents' marriage has been moulded into something stronger, and I prayed that God would continue to strengthen the bond between the two of them.. =) What's really fun is that my dad called me and say that one of my brother is drunk, another one is suffering from toothache, and my youngest bro is camping. Do they remember daddy mummy's wedding anniversary? I hope they do.. ;) Oh ya.. story goes halfway.. the funny thing is my parents didn't go to any romantic place to have their dinner.. Instead, they went to eat 猪榨汤。。in English it is actually the pig intenstine's soup.. It's something I like too! Haha.. Made me goes hungry right now.. So guess what? I send my mum and I told her "Mummy,enjoy your romantic dinner" Hhaha... What a great and lovely parents that I have! Thank You my Father in Heaven..
Today, wasn't really a good day that I have expected. It was an idling day. I don't feel that I am doing anything meaningful. In fact, I felt very stressed out and tired. Physically, I am mightless. Mentally, I need motivation. Yet, I don't receive much, but I have been giving out encouragement today to different people, and trying not to upset anybody around me. It's not easy to maintain it. Just imagine, a man who is craving for water, yet he is giving away his water to those whom he find that is even thirsty than him, yet he himself is suffering the thirst. Anyway, I know I'm gonna make it thru. I was seriously hoping that someone would accompany out for dinner.. Or probably someone out for a drink with me? I know who I want to want
actually.. Hmm.. I even thought of going out alone but it made me felt even much more down and emotional. In the end, I didn't go out for my dinner/supper but I ended up drinking Nestum cereal drinks and resorted to lying on the cool sofa and watch a HK TV drama.. Before I actually decided to watch the TV, I prayed to God that I don't really feel nice being like this.. I am seriously uncomfortable and hoping for someone to talk to! Guess what, right after the TV show I have someone to talk to, and just only there is someone to talk to also! I am not really that weak till I wanted to cry out like a baby or soak myself in alcohol. I just need someone who is willing to listen. I know who I want to talk to, though this person is not around, but thank God because He sent me someone else to talk to. It made me feels better too. =)
In my Twitter,one of the person I followed is Rick Warren,the author of the book "The Purpose Driven Life". Most of the Christians would know this book as this is a book that can start you off well with the decision you have made in your life. What decision? The decision to be saved. =) One of his Twits said "Before banks trust you with a lona,they check your credit. Same with leadership. People are always accesing your credibility." Everyday, there's always something challenging towards me. There's always a lot of expectation towards me. It somehow gets even more and more day by day, and it gets even higher and higher day by dad. Sometimes, I seriously find it so tiring because I did tried, but when you tried, people does not see it. At the same time, you don't receive encouragement, but you received disastifaction and disappointments. It's not easy to understand somebody. That's why, I understand why certain people don't really understand me. =) I believe I am more to a person who prefer receiving a constructive compliments than destructive opinions.Well, I guess I am not weak too. So, even if I am faced with destructive opinions, negative feedbacks and etc, yet I always know how to filter them and make it an motivation. Though I know how to filter, but do understand for I am still, a human being (homo sapiens) alright? I have feelings.. I have weaknesses.. So,yeah... haha...
Gosh... It's seriously late now.. nono... It's seriously "early" now.. Early in the morning...
Grrr... Exam coming... Hmm.. Another challenging stuff in my life again... I really don't like to have the
stress haunting me every season of exams.. Whatever it is, I understand that right now, it is a serious process of moulding.. High temperature! High forces! And I know, God would not give me something that I can withstand.. So, just bear with it.. I will be a great invention/product of Him.
I missed someone. Nobody knows who is it. Nobody will ever know. Probably someone knew it.
However, most will get it wrong because whoever crossed their mind,the answer wouldn't be correct.
It's so good to have a secret of my own. =) Good night.
Thank You Father.
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